Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


About MiY

18 going 19

ex-sacian

currently studyin at SIM

DESIRESY

black adidas jacket

a camera

clear semester 2 (all subject) and move on to sem 3

graduate by end of this year

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EXITSY

Bobin.

Gwen.

Kelly.

Lex.

Lionel.

Poh Yi.

Sharon.

Shu Juan.

Yi Zhi.

Yvonne.

Zi Hui.

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Saturday, March 22, 2008
11:41 PM

20th march went SIM by cab with poh yi then go all the way there last than 5 min we left the place ler cos i just go there to make payment. took bus to TM just to eat at yoshinoya haha then went to work. work was slacky.... slack from the start to the end of work. ended early but can't go home until 11pm..... nth much or rather tired bah no energy to blog it up that very day.
21 march stayed home and sleep almost the whole day..... woke up at 2 plus went back sleep at 4 plus then at night went out for dinner ..... =]
today 22 march ..... went church for service then went to sk house for dinner.... zi hui, yi zhi and sok kuan did the cooking..... it was great and we had lots more laughter haha they can b good chefs =] miss their cooking =] this few days i have been eating alot.... omg...... no extra weight please haha luvs eating but hates to exercise =x if not because of 'auntie' i dun think i will eat so much rite?? haha e meal was wonderful !! =]
guess i ate too much felt so sleepy............. zzzzZZZ

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 19, 2008
11:24 PM

i need to get a scheduler to get organised and I'll shall make sure i make full use of that. got in SIM not gonna study at ITE ler . feeling now : confuse .... though i have actually plan where i wanna go but still i see in myself there are just some doubts about it . when SIM starts it also means i can't work which is also not a bright idea cos this will also means i will have no extra income... but i thought of working on weekends but at SIM lessons n lectures can be held from mon to sat. which is hell hectic but i wan my diploma too... haix guess next week or so will b my last week of work.. 还蛮舍不得的。。。guess not only my work .... everything that happen from last year Nov till the first week of April in the year 2008 shall end with a full stop. don't want to end it just like this but i don't have a choice either my studies fees are costly and i cannot afford to waste any more time. i shall just leave these feelings and thought at that point of time and keep it with mi in my heart but shall not let it affect mi. one thing for sure i will wait. can i not let it go? hope this time is not just said only and no action taken. I'll try to spend as much time as i can with all of you ok? now everyone working at time and so on. chances of meeting is already less whats more when sch starts ... i really wonder....
today went out with kelly ... on my way to PS i quarrel with my mum over the phone. spoil my mood .... when kelly arrive we went to shoe shop she bought her shoe and after that we went to BK and eat. is not a sunny day and we were feeling cold but we still eat ice-cream. ate buddy meal it's filling but after eating the ice-cream from BK you are advise not to drink coke because e taste is horrible. went this fashion bought a shorts. when we are in PS we felt cold thought go out will not be so cold but it turn out that outside is much more colder. 2 act smart ppl so cold still eat ice cream haha and i actually go all the way to PS just to eat BK. saw peter and his gf too. then after that this fashion we went back PS to walk another few rounds before we left PS i bought hand cream from sasa and hair shampoo from carrefour. suppose to get conditioner but it come in a pack . took mrt home. tats all for today.

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, March 18, 2008
10:43 PM

hmm can anyone tell mi how to remove navbar? met sk at bedok then after tat went to TM for lunch.... we ate at LJS. meet kel n doreen there toox then we down to katong for dinner at ASTONS. we meet up with zhi hui and felicia there. was really full... stomach kinda bloated .....
had a great tym eating haha if can eat and dun put on weight tat will be great...
more good food on e way haha and good food don't have to be expensive as well enjoy eating good food haha ..

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, March 17, 2008
4:59 PM

change my skin ha ha i like this skin melody =] hmm yesterday started work at 1200pm then ended at 0030am. reach home 0100am ha ha work for 12 hours ..... we had our dinner at 2pm by 5 plus we were hungry. my anti-slip soul came out from my shoe =x .... as usual is tiring n muscle aching. leg blister does not get any better .
going airport again later to meet kel ....
hmm currently is sort of complete but not really ......

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, March 14, 2008
10:02 PM

slept like a pig till 2 plus then woke up . haha wanted to just stay at home but py msg asked if i want to go eat with her. had my lunch at 3 plus followed by dinner at 6 plus and at 7 plus i was with py at 85 market eating oyster chicken wing and otak haha then walk home . my cuts have become bruised is much more painful . not the cuts but the bruised really hurts.

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, March 13, 2008
11:33 PM

another rainy day slept till noon woke up called sk ask her wat tym we meeting then meet her up at Bedok mrt took a train down to TM to buy the movie ticket for the movie title rule #1 . had problem walking haha cos it hurts but not as badly as yesterday night. after that went to airport to meet up with kel, zhi n py.before we head our way back to TM some things happen well not rather good so don't want to mention... did some window shopping before going in for the movie. during the movie it was horrified certain part was really scary my heart nearly pop out kel actually fell asleep but after getting shocked she was awake.... after tat took a slow ride to raffles link in the bus everyone listening to their own mp3 , zhi and kel fell asleep while the rest juz stone into the air only talk occasionally.walk to peninsular shopping mall because zhi wanted to buy black pants but the shop only open on Friday. went to toilet saw our enemy ( xiao qiang ) on the sin. sent py off then wanted to eat chicken rice but they only have white chicken rice... so ended up walking to bugis and had our dinner there. after tat took mrt home. not a great day either...

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 12, 2008
11:57 PM

it was still raining and i woke up at ard 1 plus pm called sk and ask where we going to watch movie and so on then after planning i book the tickets online... meet up with kel and sk at aljunied mrt station. took a train down to city hall.went to collect tickets then went to Pasta De Waraku to eat. was so full till we did not buy popcorn... watched the leap years at marina square with kel n sk. a rather touching and funny movie. after e movie we went Swensen's to eat again haha sat there n talk for awhile then walk around marina square... and there was a funny conversation it goes like
sk :we go xxx
mi: huh?? go where
sk : go see 狐狸
mi : huh see wat ?
sk : see tiger lah
mi : oO since when tiger become 狐狸
sk : psps is fox
kel squatted in the middle of Marina square and laugh....
we walk to esplanade to take some photos.... not photos of yourself but photos of object was not in the mood to take pic haha then walk to Fullerton to take bus home. was unlucky though on my way home i slip and fell on the road but only my left knee got injured. it's painful and was bleeding as well. what a day i had. reach home sit in my room trying to stop the blood then sk, kel and zhi all having a hard time asking mi to wash my wound under running water... it hurts so badly tat i could hardly move my left leg....

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, March 11, 2008
11:22 AM

this few days keep raining ... so nice to sleep in this kind of weather haha today slept until like going 3pm then woke up. stay at home watching shows from the Internet and television only . no life... and for dinner i ate 3 plate of rice .... just felt like eating..... sian diao ....

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, March 10, 2008
6:54 PM

hiax... another day gone.... feeling so weird .... confused..... lost..... lonely..... fucked up..... regretful .....
did i sae anything wrong? guess i have make thing worst.... who should i turn to? ..... can u b trusted ? who should i trust ? typing it out here oso not 100% safe .... whose reading i dunnoe ..... where is my smile ? where is my courage ?

can i sae I'm sorry ? can i have another chance? can i ? friendship? relationship? how to handle ? am i changing again or the world is changing ... till i could not understand n cope ...... did i think to much ? i really dunnoe
i am not referring to anyone in particular juz typing it out randomly cos todae nv go out stay at home n stone so mind wonder too far off ....... life was terrible ......
i hope things will turn out right ......

Will you ever notice me...

1:08 AM

wats wrong with mi.... hiax ...... tiz few days tend to speak more vulgarities then before ... words like knn kns tmd fuck and so on are commonly used. have not been blogging for days was kinda lazy....
on e 7th or march
- went to Mount Elizabeth to buy medicine for my grandma ..... then after tat suppose to meet py at town but she fall back to sleep at 10am after i called her n after tat all e calls were not answered ... got kinda irritated cos is like really no respond kind of thing then called kelly for help ask her to help bomb her hp but it still did not work so ended up i hack care ler i went TTSH instead then on my way there sk called ask wat happen n i sae i m having a problem waking py up i call until i dun feel like calling ler so ended up sk help mi call ... n she finally wake up like at 1 plus ler then after a hour or so then met her up at city hall.... city hall walk to marina square n then walk to Raffles place then walk to Raffles mrt to meet kelly n walk to UOB then walk back to city hall mrt to meet sk then walk to city link then marina square then to suntec conventional hall. went to IT fair bought some things. after tat walk to suntec mac to eat... py took along tym to eat her burger cos she bit a small mouth then chew for quite some tym then went to PS bought a pair of heals then meet zhi at PS . while waiting for zhi .. something happen ... py become so quite tat it just dun seem like her... don't know why but just not herself as for mi i oso suddenly got to pek chek until i ended up playing arcade with sk n i m like venting my anger.... hiax.... reach home at 11 plus i think...
8th of march
- a sat... suppose to go to SIM but woke up in e afternoon so did not go then went to work .... is like a long tym since i last work ler..... the last tym i work was 18 jan until e 8 march then i work ... work was slackly , slow and funny ... the ppl eat so slow for my table is like almost every dish got to put on side plate...hands n leg pain ..... leg blister..... so tried.... hmm reach home 12 plus going 1am ate potato chips .. bath then sleep ler too tired ler.. wanna blog but dun have e energy.....
every 8 march is a memorable day.....
9th of march
- woke up at ard 2 plus was so sleepy feel like sleeping longer but wanna eat so woke up ..... 4 plus kelly called n sae wanna go IT fair again then meet her at 7 plus. so once again we were back there .... bought a bag tiz tym ..... then went to sk hse to slack... did not wanna go home so early ... reach home 12 plus.... mum buay song again... hiax n i guess e same old problem is happening again maybe tiz tym is much more serious... one after another...... when will it stop...
ppl around mi also not in the mood de..... hiax.......

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, March 6, 2008
11:36 PM

miss dunnoe life
where u wanna go ? i dunnoe
wat u wanna eat ? i dunnoe
what tym nw? i dunnoe
where we goin after tiz ? i dunnoe

how u goin home ? i dunnoe
when results out ? i dunnoe
when u staring sch ? i dunnoe
where u studyin ? i dunnoe

tmr wanna go out ? i dunnoe
tmr where u go ? i dunnoe

wat tym u end ? i dunnoe
are u emo / happy ? i dunnoe
u wanna work ? i dunnoe
every question ask ends with a ans i dunnoe....
i dunnoe y tym pass so fast
i dunnoe when will i feel like eatin alot or when i dun feel eatin at all
i dunnoe y i bcome so insecure
i dunnoe wat is love
i dunnoe how to treasure
i dunnoe ... i dunnoe n still i dunnoe....

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 5, 2008
10:35 PM

today i be guai kian ha ha i actually stayed at home! hmm guess i am falling sick again bah at the rate i walk in the rain and i dun fall sick it will really b miracle. woke up feverish but temperature also not said very high so just ignore after all is also not serious. stubborn mi just won't listen..... something funny happen when my mad cow sister came back from school..... i shouted : retarded !!! n she actually reply i thought she won't reply but she did haha
everyone is waiting for something good to happen ...... wait until when ? no one knows ... onli God but there are still plenty of hope in eveyone... that includes people who knows they are dyin but they are not giving up... and why should all of us who is merely 20 give up? whether it happen anot is another question....

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, March 4, 2008
11:42 PM

went out again ...... went to amk ...... stayed there for 8 hours plus sang for nearly 6 hours . py n zhi came late so mi n kelly started singing first n by e tym kelly abt to leave my voice was like disappearing ler haha after tat zhi sae : 没声音还要唱...我看你明天还有声音吗? i reply sure got de then after tat dunnoe wat happen my vocie came back haha then i told zhi see i told u my voice nth wrong ler haha meet up with sk, zhi hui n sharon for dinner .... zhi bring us walk one whole big round of amk b4 we get to eat.. oO i remember something py was regarded as a little kid haha but she claim herself being born in e 87 n e saddest thing was she cannot remember our bdae!!!!! omg how could she !!!!!!

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, March 3, 2008
10:14 PM

juz reach home gonna bath soon haha after i type what happen todae. woke up at noon wake zhi and poh yi up then at 2 plus i was at city hall area n it was raining cats and dogs. n i happily walk in e rain until i bcome 落汤鸡 then went to lavender to meet zhi ... i knock myself at e railling outside ICA building then walk to bugis oh n i was feeling cold but i ate ice cream on my way to bugis with zhi haha i made a fool out of myself haha i actually knock onto e cleaning sign it was so malu poh yi n kelly laugh until so loud then after tat i walk i knock onto e shelf ai yo whole body injury ler lor keep kanna knock ..... then we went land shop play land games it was oso so funni cos we play e drum game n e songs i choose was like cannot make it kind haha is either tooooo fast or if not too boring haha n we ended hand veri tired cos we use up alot of strength haha throat still pain .... i dun mind losing my voice but i mind seeing doctor haha

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, March 2, 2008
9:20 PM

took a short nap b4 dinner ..... during dinner mi n my cousin talk more than eat .... e onli dish tat we ate e most is prawns haha we finish e whole plate. n my little cousin nearly lost her voice too but she still singing haha nth much happen but it was a wonderful nite cos we were playin like little kids. as my little cousin held my hand n my sis hand she was runnin abt n my other cousin behind was laughin cos we look like cartoon n my shorts were droppin too came home we were still playin catching haha

Will you ever notice me...

11:45 AM

010308 went to airport to see aeroplane haha after tat when down to TM to buy 4D for my ah ma haha.... hmm tiz few daes i got bad time management as well. hmm after tat went to my cousin hse. after our dinner we played uno .... during e game my cousin play until se blur blur haha n it was funni we ended of laughin more than playin. receive a phone call and i was realli happie =] .
a brief event of wats happenin todae ..... later at 630pm gonna have family dinner again. it seem as if e whole month of feb n e first week of march i have family dinner every weekend . hope after eatin i dun put on any weight haha =x nw nth to do so it juz blog blog tonite then blog abt my dinner.

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, March 1, 2008
8:59 AM

haha good morning everyone! i m so awake after slpin for 12 full hours haha slept at 7pm n woke up at 7am =] too tired ler ... hmm yesterday... ate my breakfast with py n yz after graduation tiz is like our first breakfast together and after tat when back to sac for mass. on our way to sch kelly juz woke up ....we reach sch n we saw many new teahcer as well after mass we went to rtc too eat n talk but ended up onli i eatin cos no one else was hungry n e prefect so nice gave mi 1 full plate of noddle hold tat plate of noddle n walk ard sch n talk to teachers n vice-principal.
at abt 11 kelly finally arrive haha and after tat went to expo again but tiz tym with our sch juniors. guess yesterdae not enf slp my stupid tmeper super bad toox opps sry to offend anyone yesterdae.... b4 we went for seminar we saw our senior mentor ( Mr Lee Kuan Yew) at suntec convectional hall toox after tat got craving of donut so went to donut factory to buy a dozen . n after tat e 3 of us sat at e center of somewhere near my playground to eat donuts too haha . after eatin all of us went home all were feelin tired toox all not enf slp... yz went of earlier to back home n slp but when i reach home i called her she sounded so awake.

Will you ever notice me...